Thursday, August 6, 2009

boo hoo

Malam tadi lepas habis segale meeting yg aku larat attend terus naik bilik nak tido. jam baru pukul 10.30pm. ape kes ntah mood semacam sejak akhir2 nih. Naik bilik menghadap laptop jap buat assignment... Entah bila aku pun terlelap.

tido ni ade mimpi.

tp bukan tu yg nak dtulis. mcm mane dalam mimpi tu boleh menangis2 sedih sangat2 sedangkn kat dunia sedar nih setitik pon ya rabbi payah nak menitik. tebal lek2 dah.
menangis all-out tahap aku sendiri pon tertanya2...smpai tersedu-sedan hiba pilu. dan aku ngigau2 sedu sedan tuh.

bila bangun pagi bantal basah.betul-betul sampai ke luar mimpi rupenye semase mimpi tu.

ohh pelik2...bila kita diluar sedar, shut down our senses for a while..we're defenseless...there's no way we can hide things we kept dormant. ape yg ade dlm lubuk otak xkn nyorok atau boleh kite sorokkan. sampai terchannel dalam alam mimpi tuh.. otak hal psiko2 punye keje la nih.

perghh kompleks itu memang ciri manusia woh. mase sedar boleh la dismiss hal2 yg kacau jiwa . bile luar sedar...hah hambek kau. the truth will show its true colour. mmg kite rase segan silu malu xperlu untuk menangis..tapi dlm mimpi perghh xde lgsung rase tersekat ntok nangis laju2 kalah speed trap JPJ.

sume ni menambahkan ke'tidaksemangat'an. jd xtau nak buat ape pulak dahh.
aduhai lemah xberdaye cam haram sungguh terasa bile ini swings melanda..

inner swings.

tulis sikit moga2 loosen up sket hahaha. xtau nk buat ape do~
thanks for stopping by u r alright :)

people sometimes are not true to themselves.
bila diri diluar sedar...barulah diri tersedar.


poetic kan aku?khkhkhk
buku amalan baru dah bukak...

10 comments:

sharamli said...

mimpi kuar air mata sampai basah?

dak baik said...

jgn tensiOn2....
jgn sedey2....
mOga hepi sOkmo....

Alinotnot :) said...

i noe how it feels.
usually inner swings tuh last for a day.
alin hrp x lame la abg kne tuh.
evrythg happens for a reason.
maybe God wants to show you smthg ?

p/s:i cried bcause i dreamt abt my dad is trying to kill me and my mom.

...sarah n... said...

kau sedang mengalami fasa emo mungkin..?

banyak fikir dan banyak emosi.

*based on your recent post*

chill bro. chill.

lokman@keme said...

a'ah...never happened to me before kak sha..pelik2 terfikir..

heh3..tu la psl..x sedih n x tension pon..tapi skang rsenye mmg sedih n tension tu ade sbnarnye...

oic..mgkn sbb abg dh stuck in here.
dah almost 8 bulan xde kesempatan balik rumah...

fasa emo..mungkin.
aku percaya ni semua adlh satu proses.

Asyraf said...

tu lah, aku slalu pesan, be honest with your self. n everybody need somebody to listen their prob. ko simpan sangat.sendat dah...ko tngok,word verify pown mening,dekat2 dengan pening

lokman@keme said...

pigidahhh

kupak said...

salam bro...
giler ah..blogger loni...
ak puah cuti2 nih...pusing2 internet tgok saem2 dok wak gapo..lalu TERbace blog mu nih...kemah
mulo2 baco so..pahtu napok menarik ..ak baco perabih jak mulo lg...pahtu raso nok TERkomen la pulok..haha
nok wi komen stiap tajuk pon bnyok..
ak komen keseluruhan cni lalu lar...
banyok2 blog ak baco(x banyok mano pon) ..hok mu menarik skali baco, ado feel student life tu lagu mano..ado spice of life ore putih oyak..haha
ak dok uni ak..xdok wat gapo..
study jah kijo...xdok pengalame gapo satu..xdok life lasung...
baco blog mu baru kabar bnyak doh hok ak telepah..
tp yolo ak oyak...mu mmg kreatif..
payoh nok wak blog lagu ni nih..
baco hok baru2 ni napok tension jah..
selaku seorang sahabat..ak nok oyak pon x reti jugok...tp ak amek petikan dr kamen rider
"Life is a long path to a goal. Drop your heavy luggage and enjoy walking with your hands empty"
x tau ak ado kaitan ko dok tp lebih kure lek2 dah jugok lar bunyi nyor..hehe
bereh lar, insyaallah ak follow blog nih..
anyway, nice blog..keep it up n gud luck
wassalam..

lokman@keme said...

WEHH KUPAKKK !!!!!

hang nadim said...

salam mimpi aper sampai mcm tuuu....sangat menarik pollow me

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