Friday, February 13, 2009

semuanya telah dirancang..

assalamualaikum wbr..salam sejahtera..

pagi ni aku ak bangun dari tidur,ak tengok ade 1 mesej baru kat handphone.
ak dgn muke kelat bunkfacenye bukak la message..
ringkas je mesejnye

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Keme,ayh aku dah
meninggal - yoke

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terdiam
innalillah..al fatihah..
kalo nk tau yoke (muhd amirul asyraf b. azizan) ni slh sorg besfren ak slame 5 tahun kat mrsm kuala krai.
kitorang mmg rapat giler ah..zaman menengah ak banyak dihabiskan dgn dorg2 nih sume,n yoke adelh slh sorg drpadenye..

aku dan yoke adelah antare geng men futsal yg slalu wat junior2 sakit ati sbb asek conquer padang..aku n yoke jugak la yg slalu pegi xtvt2 mrsm sbg wakil mrsm kami (ak presiden PRS, yoke pulak slh sorg BWP) ..team nasyid pon ak ngan yoke join gak (ak men tamborine..yoke nyanyi2)..kitorg slalu outing same2..lepak2 sesame..n kitorg jugak ahli2 "angkatan penunggu maktab " yg slalu jek saje2 stay kat maktab time cuti2 pon..(sume student blek,so grup yg xblek nih wat maktab kami yg punyaaa..heh3)
n mmg banyak lagi mende2 yg kitorg wat..memories..waahh mmg best.


yoke duduk kat blakang aku,yg baju itam koler kuning..
heh..time ckgu mat zek blanje makan lps paper Chem SPM

last day of form 5..kat dataran ampaian ni la byk mende2 berlaku..
event2 andkatan penunggu maktab..heh
ni antare ahli2..yoke yg snap gmbr nih.

ni mmg member2 angkatan penunggu maktab..
time nih cuti pe ak x igt..
tp kitorg time ni msk2 megi pastu mkn kat blok akademik (kelas)
pastu men badminton smpai 3 pg..mktb xde org,so kami yg punyaaaa la
heh..yoke ngan aku pkai ken pelikat je g klas nih.
harharhar


5 tahun togeder2 woo..mule dgn total kanak2 (time form 1) n develop bersame2 all the way through the years..
belajar togeder2,membesar togeder2..get into troubles with wardens (heh3)..
boleh bayangkan btape strong the bond?



tersenyum sorg aku bile igt2 blek sume nih..

tetibe ak trse x adil plak bagi yoke..yoke dah kene tempuhi cabaran sebegini..
tp ak tau yoke kuat..insyaallah kuat.
sbb kitorg mmg tau yoke cmne.
kitorang pon mmg slalu get along togeder2 je wat mende2 yg kdg2 "mereng"..dak2 mrsm..
myb sbb gelombang otak pon lbey kurang same heh3.

tp yoke dah tempuhi 1 realiti hidup..iaitu kehilangan orang tua kita..
belajar bwk diri..berdikari secare real..n the family will never be the same again.
ak sedih..simpati..bagi pihak yoke.takziah.

yoke,what more cn i say 2 u.
.sume ni berlaku dgn kehendakNya.
semuanya telah dirancang..semua akan menghadapi mati.
arwah pergi pada pagi ini,pagi jumaat yg mulia..
semoga mendapat keberkatan..
semoga roh allahyarham dicucuri rahmat..
walopon ayt2 ni cam stereotype jek..u cn believe dat i really care.

sekarang dah tiba masa untuk arwah ayah yoke..
tersedar aku n bertanya kpd diri,

bersedia dah ke aku ntok menghadapi perkara sebegini?
dah cukup ke ape yg kita buat kepade mak ayah kite?
sbb ajal maut ditangan tuhan...n kita xtau bile kah mase ntok kite..
sedekahkan la al-fatihah kpd bapa yoke..arwah encik azizan.

p/s:next agenda-mencari ruang pegi upm serdang jumpe yoke







6 comments:

...sarah n... said...

mangkuk ds tu takleh blah...hahahah!!

teringat kat mktb ku jugak! aku pon de geng yg 5taun bersama2...ade gak yg bersama-sama menjadi blogger..so, no worries...can always contact each other maa....

kepada sahabat anda, yoke..

to ask u to be strong is an empty word, coz d pain is only understood by the person himself and only him! i say dis becoz i knew, have gone thru dis phase, haven't i?

mun'im said...

salam takziah wat kwn ko tu..

ajal maut sume ketentuanNYA...

kite yg still ade mak ayah ni kne la sntiase mendoakan kesejahteraan n keselamatan diorg.....amin...

lokman@keme said...

sarah~
yeaa tepat skali ni la mgkok ds..full mark ntok ko.
ak pon rembat 1 bwk blek wat kng2an.


munim~
ok munim thanx
btol2

...sarah n... said...

hahaha...mangkuk ds pon buat kenangan ke..???

ape x amik meja kusi kat kelas tu, lg tinggi sentimental value dia...bayangkan, meja yg selalu tmpt ko tido dlm kls...haa....

err...

tapi, meja kls berat sgt kot....besi tuhh...heavy metal..

Nys Zairee said...

OMG.. aku tersesat kat cni

Nys Zairee said...

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