Tuesday, December 5, 2017

tête-à-tête



Oddly enough my life has very dramatic these time around. Difficult to mentally chill. It’s a very strange place.

So over the long weekend I’ve reached a consensus to start being less sentimental and emotional, and instead just focus on the aspects that I reckon can bring real change in life (I call them the determinants). This is because I realize I tend to slip into the life dramas of the people around me when it comes to my knowledge. It’s a bouncy vicious cycle. I invested a lot of mental energy thinking about their tribulations, often there’s nothing I can do to effectively help so I ended tired and confused just from contemplating to great length. I should really hear myself because in hindsight that’s a ridiculous way to get yourself  all worked up hahahaha.

And right on following day coming back from the holiday, what’s the first thing I did in the morning? A 7 hours tête-à-tête with a friend, I was taken into a pretty deep dive and I’m not sure I have resurfaced out of the moment yet. No regrets. Only that now I need to deal with this damn withdrawal  lol.

sorry skeletor i tried
Isn’t it just amazing how quick you can contradict yourself lol.

crack.

When you know, you know.

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