I think I'm not sure what's wrong or right
anymore I doubt my intuitive decision even after hard thought I still question my own judgment.
People preach about just be confident, trust yourself. I tried a number of times & as I'm trying to muster my courage & soldier on with decisions made there's so many signals from left & right hinting & pressing me in disagreement.
As I'm already doubts my judgement, I always consult people first for second opinions, if people approve then I'll get on with it. But even so, often I found the same people denounce me later on for the actions. This is tiring.
So I dread the obligations to make choice on behalf or evaluate (re: judge) candidates.
Stakes are always high am afraid I might ruin souls that's my utmost fear. I prolly misjudge for I'm a flawed creature with broken sensors that's neither sensitive nor accurate.
I can't even
Sometimes I feel like Bezita.