a year so nice they named it twice

 Hi, 

 

I have not blogged anything yet this year. What a disservice to this valued space. And whatever happened in 2015 that made me spill so much? This trend should be inspected further..

Anyway before the year ends I'll try to reflect 2020 in a single post.

Altough it is not entirely according to plan, it's eventful and I think I adulted so hard. In 2020 i changed neighborhood during lockdown, switched jobs during lockdown, covid hits so cooped up & missed my dear family and friends, received keys to my 1st house & experienced the home owner dilemmas, all while prepping to get hitched and settle down. When leaving my previous job for a new one I actually arranged a gap month to chase down some long overdue bucket list, but all plans were halted by lockdown unfortunately. 

Finances took a good beating, more like being suckerpunched by all that happened this year. But I believe that's what savings are meant for, to be used eventually for things that matters when the moment arrives. Glad to have some safety nets though it was not a lot it provided some much needed cushion. Now to rebuild from what's left, and strategize better with new phase of life. Financial literacy & management is a strong theme in adulthood, but i dont want it to be all i am thinking about. Still finding the sweet spot.

Some unfinished business has been an annoying drag. How I wish to get a clean break from my previous workplace & move on. But it is how it is, escalation is inevitable. One thing I learnt from this episode was- people will take advantage of you only if you allow them to.

Many are suffering because of disrupted economy & the domino effects, people losing jobs & stuck with uncertainties. Such circumstances can be depressing & crush spirits. I truly realize that how I am no better than them, it can easily be me in those tough position if not for some twist of fate, opportunities that universe have granted me. So while I will do my best to show my gratitude for the rizq, remember to try to extend help in ways possible. Let us live as supportive society that takes care of our community. 

That's all. Happy new year!