every blue cloud has a silver lining for sure

Yesterday's recap:

out of the bluest blue,
the unimaginable happened.
i did thought about worst case scenario..
and i prepared.
but not that,anything but that.
and those slides,they slid,
and before those slides, I slipped.
that was total set off,
and the rest of it, i didn't remember much.

Today:

out of the bluest of the bluest blue,
the unimaginable happens-again,
i try to confront yesterday,
and then it happens.
the personal conversation was the longest we have so far as i remember,
the atmosphere was totally lifting.we talked about the next coming thing.
about my decision, ambitions, and the real situation.
the remarks that Dr made..
switches on all alarms inside.pumping new aspirations
with ambitiousness gushing in my veins.





"what's done is done. You just need to go with it. What happened? i mean i've had interactions with you,and i see you as a quite brilliant student"